More often than not, when God teaches you a lesson, it does not happen overnight. Some takes days, weeks, months, or years even.
For quite a long while (since the last time I last wrote on this blog), I have been wrestling with God. I have been doubting His very existence. I have been sidetracked and lost my way for some time. I have made a lot of mistakes in that span. A lot of wrong choices and decisions. Things that glorify the self rather than Him.
But.
Despite all I did, I was reminded of one thing. That nothing/no one can separate anyone from the love of God. Be it whatever things mentioned above.
I have been asking God a lot of questions during those times. Sometimes, I search at the wrong places. Sometimes, I don't get an answer. Sometimes, God does say something to me, though not through an audible voice, but through experiences and events. But God did surprise me one day though, that He spoke to me through a friend. And what that friend told me coincides with what I have been debating God about.
God's love is always there. Despite all the sins that we have done, and will be doing. We are often fooled by the enemy that we lose His love whenever we do such things, yet what we actually lose is the assurance of it.
His love is permanent. And it will always be.
